I understand I'm toxic to others

 

I understand why my youngest daughter never talks to me. I was toxic to her as a child like my aunt was toxic to me. It's ok. She's better off without me in her life at this point 

I've stopped trying to connect. My attempts are always awkward and I'm sure I always say the wrong thing. Each time I fail I beat myself up more and nothing ever improves.  

I love her very much and hope she's well and happy . I wish her all the best.